little man...

All the anxieties I had before about having a baby are slowly fading...

Jamie and I are super excited to be having a little cowboy boot wearing baby of our own.
The minute I found out I was prego, I told the Lord, "yes, I know I am having a boy."  It was just a matter of fact kind of thing.  I think He was preparing my girly girl heart for a little rugged baby BOY!  

I have to say that even though my heart knew we were having a boy, when they actually said, "it's a boy!"  I was a little shocked.  Thinking to myself, what in the world am I going to do with a boy?... I am so girly!  I only know how to sew girl clothes.  lol.  Well...after letting it sink in a few days that baby Higdon is a boy and seeing the excitement on Jamie's face was priceless.  

I am just elated.  

He is kicking like crazy and making me eat cheese and drink milk allll the time.

My stomach is starting to grow and I dont really think i can hide it much longer! My hyperventilating has slowly subsided after constantly waking up in the middle of the night thinking about having a baby.  I think it is setting in 23 weeks later :)

Life as we know it will never be the same, but I am thinking it just gets better...